I wanna write this amazing post. A great post about bullying, or mental health, or how impossible it seems getting better when you got Aspergers additionally. I wanna write a coming out post about my Aspergers (but instead I just ruined that right now, please pretend I never said anything). I wanna write how hard it is being looked at and judged by your peers because you’re not following the social rites of growing up. I wanna write a poem or some song lyrics that really connects to someone. I wanna set the light on how backwards it is that stigma is put on the people who already are in pain. I wanna write this amazing post.
But all I know is that I’m so endlessly … tired. I … cannot even finish the sentence I tried to start. I am tired of fighting a battle I don’t understand, with an opposite I can’t untangle.
I want it to go away.